Sometimes this whole thing is really hard. I miss him like crazy! I miss being able to share our lives with each other. I miss being able to talk to him everyday. I miss his hugs. When I am sad he knows exactly how to make things better. And so that is really hard. but there have also been some incredible things too. God has worked in both our lives in incredible ways and he is just continuing to work! Kendall and I became Christians about a month and a half ago and life has not been the same. Christ is what keeps us going. We have learned that we need to rely on him in everything! and that we can not do this alone. I know I would be incredibly depressed had I had to do this all alone. This whole experience has also made me feel closer to kendall is a different way. Like we are growing closer to God and therefore he is growing us closer to each other. I love it :)
Well I need to hit the road to go see my sister!